i wish i knew where to begin but i don´t...i dont even know what to write which may be the first time ever that i feel this way. i just got done looking at darren´s pictures from benicassim [ www.drrnwbb.com/pictures/2002.08benicassim/darren/ ] looking at them almost brought me to tears thinking that benicassim is over, all the built up stress, ( Read more... )

Woke at 10:30 to find Fotini asleep and Jenn gone, she reappeared with breakfast for us which was real nice. We ate, lounged around till it was time for her cab, and helped her bring her bags down to the cab. Fo & I said our goodbyes to dear Jenn Su who left to her native Californiiyay and off I went to meet Jon. I was a half hour late and we ( Read more... )

Monday: Got 'round hammerstien around 2pm, there were all of three people there, it was fantastic. I got to talking to them and they turned out to be the nice couple from IL that flew to see B&S in glasgow for their honeymoon. It turned out that they knew me as well through sinister, well my photos on sinister..."wait, aren't you the girl that had ( Read more... )

Sunday Morning : Woke up at 7 instead of 6...couldn't take the greyhound back so I had to venture into Chinatown on my own to take the Chinatown bus back, i got lost on the way there and ended up getting there late and missed it by a few minutes. I had to wait around for an hour and a half and took the 10:30 bus out. Got into NY at 2 after sleeping ( Read more... )

Saturday Morning: I kept having these dreams about me & chris making out with another girl in the mix as well it was a tim's apartment and he was having a frat party..it was really strange. i kept waking up and going back to sleep and the dream would just continue, I even dreamt that I woke up and it was 11am and i freaked out since i had to leave ( Read more... )

Woke up around noon and spoke to Chris online, i told him i would be at his apartment in an hour and got ready. I realized that I hadn't walked Bonnie and went to walk her. I went to the park and didn't let her into the dogpark, on the walk back to the apartment she got loose and i ran after her and after a few minutes I finally caught her and put ( Read more... )

dear god...B&S DID play PUT THE BOOK BACK ON THE SHELF ( Read more... )

i feel so tired. in every way ( Read more... )

b&s weekend 2002 is officially over.
there is one thing left now with high probability
what could it be? D.C.!

i <3 sam and mick and elia and stevie and evan and of course stuart ( Read more... )

this weekend....WOW ( Read more... )